They Got Alot Of NERVE(What's up with the world)

I tried re-adding her yet no luck
So wanting to discard of my blogspot site,the myspace accounts and the youtube one also and i am not gonna probably tell anybody what i do next i really can't just like go out on the internet and speak my heart out some think of it as an offense not as a good presence you know

january is over,february should've been gone and march should resurrect the time of me and brie i am so tired of being myself anymore and being tired of the curse that my last name hangs on me it is such a tragedy my last name exists and that i am not some place else one place to say yet the next time i talk to brie i hope to God i will for i love her more than this life and i just wanna die sometime's

I hate being alive yet why hate being alive

Yet if you was me and was in my shoes you would too

Mankind = Unkind

I am so tired of my brain for it is driving me insane

Think what you want,yet i am not happy

The world throws me left and right my body feels like it's chained up

I am so tired of life and the fact that Virginia is becoming more of a curse

than a blessing

I blame no one but the people in my area for that

My cousins disowned me and my father is unjust yet oh well people can stay that way just leave me out of their sick ways

Yah i've changed and so has my music yet what has the same is how i feeeeeeel about brie God have mercy you know me please i dislike like i have had a hard time even getting a relationship even back when i was a teenager why am i even alive if i am not with brie why should i even have to suffer why do you allow me to why can't i just break the chains and go see her and people who know her just leave me alone