People just don't realize well one does yet she's super busy

Life to me is a struggle you gotta go after what you want and need
Be you and live life as you
Stay happy,yet for me that is merely impossible these days
I really don't want any more friend's than the one's i got on Myspace and on Youtube.com
If i did get any more than i'd be like wow,yet oh well i really ain't too worried about havin
more friend's
I am only worried about one thing and one thing alone
And it is this girl people knows about
Although people hates me for commenting her which i could care less
I care for her deeply and hate may come my way yet i will shrug it off and focus on what matter's to me
And it's as always her and God above
To me to get what you want you sometime's have to sacrifice other's thing's to get it and i have
Merely sacrificed my life and my time for her and i will never stop putting most of my life on
hold whether my area's people think's i am weird or what not
I am tryin so hard to get them(parent's) to let me get into the acting and music business yet it
ain't easy and so does the famous Beetles member know by the name of John Lennon when he says in the song "The Ballad of John and Yoko" when it states "Christ you know it ain't easy,you know how hard it can be,waiting to going" he simply was stating what most of us feel in yesterday's,today's and the future of the world.Life is just not easy,not at all,friend's are true,some are not your friend's,past is a part of your life that you are free from forever,present is a gift,yet sometime's not at all,future is what i want it to be and not what people want from me
Yah this is the real me people no jokes,for real i am no liar or somebody whsoe out to hurt other's
The truth is the only thing i am is a talented boy and gifted musical and artistic person whose kinda bipolar,yet i kinda deal with it to have a normal life,yet i am far from normal.

"I may not be the most noticeable person in the world or the most recognized which is not what i aim for yet what i aim for is to achieve my dreams,get with this girl someday,somewhere,somehow and stay happy along the way and be able to get free from my father's hold on my life which seems to be unbareable.