I am as of today a stronger person and i am being that for Brie
A human rights activist
Animal defender activist
Speak my mind and show my feeling's without care
Be me and not care what mankind may say
Not for mankind's way of deceiving other's
Help out the less fortunate and needy
Record and write my own handwritten computerized songs
Make hundreds of poems
Have some friend's
In love with the actress/musician/singer/songwriter and author Brie Larson
Thursday, January 31, 2008
Friday, January 25, 2008
This is 4 Brie Larson and you alone
I love you more than you'll ever know Brie Larson it is 4 real only 4 you
This is the first time i ever did a blog like this yet the more i go on in life the more i love this girl more than myself it's as if i said hunny you can have me in your life i'll give you all of me willingly all of myself without worrying and just let the whole world know that she matter's to me no other person does they can hate me or whatever i will never stop carin and the truth is even if i lost all my music and had to create my own as long as i knew Brie Larson cared about me that is all i would ever need because if she ever asked me how much do i love you and this is what i would say:I love you this much and i'm waiting on you to let me know do you love me too and how ever long it takes i'm never givin up no matter what i love you this much and the hours go by i'll forgive you forever for being gone all this time and even if i am sad all the time it's true i love more than the Universe and all the Created thing's it's true and i am thinking of you wherever you are through and through ven if i can't sleep at all it's true i'll always love you through this time and forever on and you're always on my mind and i miss you.
This is the first time i ever did a blog like this yet the more i go on in life the more i love this girl more than myself it's as if i said hunny you can have me in your life i'll give you all of me willingly all of myself without worrying and just let the whole world know that she matter's to me no other person does they can hate me or whatever i will never stop carin and the truth is even if i lost all my music and had to create my own as long as i knew Brie Larson cared about me that is all i would ever need because if she ever asked me how much do i love you and this is what i would say:I love you this much and i'm waiting on you to let me know do you love me too and how ever long it takes i'm never givin up no matter what i love you this much and the hours go by i'll forgive you forever for being gone all this time and even if i am sad all the time it's true i love more than the Universe and all the Created thing's it's true and i am thinking of you wherever you are through and through ven if i can't sleep at all it's true i'll always love you through this time and forever on and you're always on my mind and i miss you.
La sociedad es tonto (Brie Larson y no me gusta en absoluto este mundo)
Words may be spoken and people may want to say them yet it is best if people hush about stuff
I am not a man who lives for mankind or against,i am just a man who lives for Brie Larson
Life on Earth to me is like a place and people go all over the place and hurt innocent people
For no good reason and deserve to be brought to justice
Libra - one for law and order and justice and is also a sign in Astrology(big deal if you don't like astrology because alot of people surely do hehe)
Zelda is based on link a man who had no parent's born and a fairy helps him throughout life and to destroy the forces of evil and says the world in the process and the 7 sages of time arise and the world becomes golden in the end of the story
Life is important yet injustices such as gossiping and hurting people's feelings isn't good
Mankind is filled with enough care for other's that Glenn Beck could grow a heart and care for other's
Well literally growing a heart is a metaphore for:start carin and don't quit
Milleniums ago men believed in numerous saviours Christs before Jesus ever existed and Mary and Jesus were husband and wife and had a child
Thousands of years have passed and it stays true that:God,Jesus,Karma,After Life,Re-
-incarnation,Buddha,Hindus and other people's still keep us from being a united and God is way more than a faith and isn't a religion He is God and lives eternally forever and always has.
When these sinceless holy wars are stopped and people come to the realization of a one God and only God then we will stop havin violance world wife and then we can all agree,yet the truth is we are talking about centuries and milleniums down the road unless Iran is destroyed and people are saved from Iran's unnecessary violance then the world will finally be at peace again just as long as America cares for other countries and their prosperity and safety.
The first belief was Gaea and then hundreds more came about and it makes no sense why we have so many faiths and religions well because of the sincelessness of mankind and probably because of the in your face attitude of some men and women.
Wine is a blessing,sickness is a curse and love is a cure for all illnesses and some are untreated by mankind who let's sinceless of suffering go on for those who need food,water and necessities and some use money for themselves and even the Salvation Army has a habit of takin money from citizens and using it for themselves,yet sometime's they don't.
Love is God and God is Love and without Him we wouldn't even been born.Be unafraid of me or my blogs for they may save you from makin the same mistakes I once made because of my father on Earth who taught me negative thing's to do and being a virgin is what i shall remain until me and Brie are a couple then and only then will i lose my virginity.
I am not a man who lives for mankind or against,i am just a man who lives for Brie Larson
Life on Earth to me is like a place and people go all over the place and hurt innocent people
For no good reason and deserve to be brought to justice
Libra - one for law and order and justice and is also a sign in Astrology(big deal if you don't like astrology because alot of people surely do hehe)
Zelda is based on link a man who had no parent's born and a fairy helps him throughout life and to destroy the forces of evil and says the world in the process and the 7 sages of time arise and the world becomes golden in the end of the story
Life is important yet injustices such as gossiping and hurting people's feelings isn't good
Mankind is filled with enough care for other's that Glenn Beck could grow a heart and care for other's
Well literally growing a heart is a metaphore for:start carin and don't quit
Milleniums ago men believed in numerous saviours Christs before Jesus ever existed and Mary and Jesus were husband and wife and had a child
Thousands of years have passed and it stays true that:God,Jesus,Karma,After Life,Re-
-incarnation,Buddha,Hindus and other people's still keep us from being a united and God is way more than a faith and isn't a religion He is God and lives eternally forever and always has.
When these sinceless holy wars are stopped and people come to the realization of a one God and only God then we will stop havin violance world wife and then we can all agree,yet the truth is we are talking about centuries and milleniums down the road unless Iran is destroyed and people are saved from Iran's unnecessary violance then the world will finally be at peace again just as long as America cares for other countries and their prosperity and safety.
The first belief was Gaea and then hundreds more came about and it makes no sense why we have so many faiths and religions well because of the sincelessness of mankind and probably because of the in your face attitude of some men and women.
Wine is a blessing,sickness is a curse and love is a cure for all illnesses and some are untreated by mankind who let's sinceless of suffering go on for those who need food,water and necessities and some use money for themselves and even the Salvation Army has a habit of takin money from citizens and using it for themselves,yet sometime's they don't.
Love is God and God is Love and without Him we wouldn't even been born.Be unafraid of me or my blogs for they may save you from makin the same mistakes I once made because of my father on Earth who taught me negative thing's to do and being a virgin is what i shall remain until me and Brie are a couple then and only then will i lose my virginity.
Thursday, January 24, 2008
About the video blog let's see what i am gonna do
I will definitely post one soon so don't freak out people i just been forgetting to post it
The video blog shall be amazing and it shall be posted on here as soon as i can figure out what kind of video i want to develop all i can say is that it may have a track i recorded that i wrote myself yet it's all up to my thought process and wherever my imagination takes me
It probably will out of this world or maybe it will be just a simple silly blog and who knows maybe something like a view of the story i am working on yet all i can say is that it will be pretty cool yet i am still working on special effects and the video will be on here if not now it should be posted this or next month and if not then before the year's out i am still comin up with brand new ideas every day and the truth it ain't hard to and all of you know me as a musician/singer/songwriter/poet/environmentalist/photographer/artist/animal activist and human activist yet i have another thing i love to do is film stuff and write short stories as well and i have been writing short stories since 2002 and you may see a short story on here yet it's all up in the air with idea's
On another note if anybody has any ideas for a name for my album i will be releasing either this year or next then feel free to let me know and yes i will be moving out of Virginia as soon as i can get enough money saved up to
Do i do Postal nope yet my mom thinks i do yet i will just let her think so
She doesn't have a clue i am tryin' to do my album right now and she is so wanting to postpone it for studying yet news flash i wanna do my music
I am not into Post i am into music and artistic stuff not business yet i can start my own business someday
The video blog shall be amazing and it shall be posted on here as soon as i can figure out what kind of video i want to develop all i can say is that it may have a track i recorded that i wrote myself yet it's all up to my thought process and wherever my imagination takes me
It probably will out of this world or maybe it will be just a simple silly blog and who knows maybe something like a view of the story i am working on yet all i can say is that it will be pretty cool yet i am still working on special effects and the video will be on here if not now it should be posted this or next month and if not then before the year's out i am still comin up with brand new ideas every day and the truth it ain't hard to and all of you know me as a musician/singer/songwriter/poet/environmentalist/photographer/artist/animal activist and human activist yet i have another thing i love to do is film stuff and write short stories as well and i have been writing short stories since 2002 and you may see a short story on here yet it's all up in the air with idea's
On another note if anybody has any ideas for a name for my album i will be releasing either this year or next then feel free to let me know and yes i will be moving out of Virginia as soon as i can get enough money saved up to
Do i do Postal nope yet my mom thinks i do yet i will just let her think so
She doesn't have a clue i am tryin' to do my album right now and she is so wanting to postpone it for studying yet news flash i wanna do my music
I am not into Post i am into music and artistic stuff not business yet i can start my own business someday
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
Where in the world could in fact Brie Larson actually be?
She's not online
She ain't filming or could she still be on the movie "Tanner Hall"
She ain't posted a video blog since December which i miss so dearly
She ain't commenting me online and i wonder what i did wrong which in fact all i did was talk from the from heart and there is no crime in that
All i really was to get a responce back from Brie Larson
And her to be in my life
Peace out ya'll and may God help me i really need his help
And why don't people like talking to me anymore well whatever people can stay mad at me for lovin Brie Larson they have no right at all
She ain't filming or could she still be on the movie "Tanner Hall"
She ain't posted a video blog since December which i miss so dearly
She ain't commenting me online and i wonder what i did wrong which in fact all i did was talk from the from heart and there is no crime in that
All i really was to get a responce back from Brie Larson
And her to be in my life
Peace out ya'll and may God help me i really need his help
And why don't people like talking to me anymore well whatever people can stay mad at me for lovin Brie Larson they have no right at all
Days go longer,weeks go slower,life becomes less important to me since i am not with Brie Larson
Emotions show(tears fall)
Songs are sung(various songs mostly pop/rock)
Time goes by and what people don't realize(when you look at a day a day really ain't long it turns out each minute goes by if you look at it alot and when you don't the day don't go by so fast,yet it is truth that being occupied makes your day fly by and seem less like a day)
People talk,words fly from their mouth,except for Brie we are random and words come out differently
Movies are made,people watch them,people vote for a President yet George Bush was the worst.The truth is Bill Clinton was the best and the 1990's lacked much musical genius whatsoever
The 1950's started rock,yet Elvis just tried to create his own version the Beatles are better than Elvis and so is Bob Dylan and Brie Larson,yes i said it Brie you're better than Elvis
Love is greater than life and life is greater than materials(life is more important)
Blond is the greatest hair color on the planet seriously i am dying my hair blond
Passport to Europe is the Greatest travel show of all time
Tv shows showcase what the world says is right and wrong yet what does it really say........People speakin and news caster's gossip on the set of shows and the people watch so basically constant talk of people makes waves,yet not a good image of who people are
White.black.blue.red.white. then we talk about green.white blue.white red.white blue.peach
aquamarine headbands
white shirts with designs
faded blue jeans
black and white tennis shoes
Clueless as you may be i am revealing stuff in random while revealing about myself in a cool fashion
time is a thing not a reality it is just a clock with numbers and time really is endless like Albert Einstein said in history
Time is an age and each age is a full time about 2,000 some years length and there is like 12 we are in one age and men and women has witnessed only like 7.
What i do love about tv and to watch :American Idol(so much),Charlie and Lola(one of the greatest animated shows period),Looney Tunes(one of the greatest cartoons on the planet with a huge cartoon cast),Passport to Europe(the Greatest Travel show on the planet by Samantha Brown) and Tom and Jerry(for amazing all folks and for being the Greatest cartoon period about a cat and a creative and intellectual and witty mouse who outsmart's the cat Tom)
Past is gone,Present is here soon to become past,Future is forever future until present becomes it,this is the age of the Future and i am officially a Libra as of this year started
Songs are sung(various songs mostly pop/rock)
Time goes by and what people don't realize(when you look at a day a day really ain't long it turns out each minute goes by if you look at it alot and when you don't the day don't go by so fast,yet it is truth that being occupied makes your day fly by and seem less like a day)
People talk,words fly from their mouth,except for Brie we are random and words come out differently
Movies are made,people watch them,people vote for a President yet George Bush was the worst.The truth is Bill Clinton was the best and the 1990's lacked much musical genius whatsoever
The 1950's started rock,yet Elvis just tried to create his own version the Beatles are better than Elvis and so is Bob Dylan and Brie Larson,yes i said it Brie you're better than Elvis
Love is greater than life and life is greater than materials(life is more important)
Blond is the greatest hair color on the planet seriously i am dying my hair blond
Passport to Europe is the Greatest travel show of all time
Tv shows showcase what the world says is right and wrong yet what does it really say........People speakin and news caster's gossip on the set of shows and the people watch so basically constant talk of people makes waves,yet not a good image of who people are
White.black.blue.red.white. then we talk about green.white blue.white red.white blue.peach
aquamarine headbands
white shirts with designs
faded blue jeans
black and white tennis shoes
Clueless as you may be i am revealing stuff in random while revealing about myself in a cool fashion
time is a thing not a reality it is just a clock with numbers and time really is endless like Albert Einstein said in history
Time is an age and each age is a full time about 2,000 some years length and there is like 12 we are in one age and men and women has witnessed only like 7.
What i do love about tv and to watch :American Idol(so much),Charlie and Lola(one of the greatest animated shows period),Looney Tunes(one of the greatest cartoons on the planet with a huge cartoon cast),Passport to Europe(the Greatest Travel show on the planet by Samantha Brown) and Tom and Jerry(for amazing all folks and for being the Greatest cartoon period about a cat and a creative and intellectual and witty mouse who outsmart's the cat Tom)
Past is gone,Present is here soon to become past,Future is forever future until present becomes it,this is the age of the Future and i am officially a Libra as of this year started
Monday, January 21, 2008
Mankind ain't kind at all,yet the only one is is Brie Larson and my mom
Injustice comes to me.Johanna spoke and wanted to talk to me,yet tried to put my friend's and heroes down so i am so done with that.I am so tired of being thrown stuff in my face all because i am just for Brie and God.There is no good reason for other's to degrade me or Brie are good and carin people and we all care and i really do love and care for her.
Saturday, January 19, 2008
Waiting,songwriting and playing
For me i am like at one stuck point in my songwriting to where the music needs a boost of encouragement i am like at my 9th song to finish and i got the lyrics wrote down yet i can't come up with the music like i wanted to before i got 2 more left to finish then it should be complete unless i want to write another one then i'll have more to write.
I originally started work on this album like 2 years ago and never could seem to complete it yet now i am like at the perfect time to finish it when the songs seem right for the album and i got the right combination and sounds.To me i am still a work in progress on this thing.I write the lyrics,music and image all by myself.I have idea's for all what i am gonna do with my music image and career that i had it 7 years ago and i already came up with so many idea's and back when i was 12 going on 13 back in 2000 i had started working on my first song i forgot about that and i haven't stopped since 8 years of songwriting makes anybody grow as an artist even myself i only let people listen to the songs i wrote back in 2003 and 2004 and that was like 4-5 years ago and now i am 20 and i have already accomplished success in poetry,photography,environmentalism and getting awards all throughout High School,graduated from High School went to College dropped out.
The first song i ever wrote was "Cross of Love" on piano then later wrote another song and was critically acclaimed a success by my parent's and my peers and the Internet community yet never did release them on any disc or anything for that was back 4 and 5 years ago and now i am writing totally different kind's of music not so much in the religious field yet more in the field that everybody can enjoy.I will reveal more about my music that i am working on yet the truth is the song's i write are amazing and will be released to the public either this year,next year or as soon after i get a record deal or get into the music business or self-publish my work.I am so glad that so many people thought and encouraged me to go try out on American Idol yet i so was like yah i might just do that then again i would be out for all the world to see and yes i don't want to get so known so fast and have the papparazzi after me and what i had done and yes i surely am gonna pursue the music i wrote and the career i am gonna do and my love for Brie even more.I am working on getting into a few movies so i haven't decided which one i want to try out for yet once i do and if i get a role in one then i'll let you guys and girls know yet for right now it's all about timing and which movies fits me best or what i want to do.
I originally started work on this album like 2 years ago and never could seem to complete it yet now i am like at the perfect time to finish it when the songs seem right for the album and i got the right combination and sounds.To me i am still a work in progress on this thing.I write the lyrics,music and image all by myself.I have idea's for all what i am gonna do with my music image and career that i had it 7 years ago and i already came up with so many idea's and back when i was 12 going on 13 back in 2000 i had started working on my first song i forgot about that and i haven't stopped since 8 years of songwriting makes anybody grow as an artist even myself i only let people listen to the songs i wrote back in 2003 and 2004 and that was like 4-5 years ago and now i am 20 and i have already accomplished success in poetry,photography,environmentalism and getting awards all throughout High School,graduated from High School went to College dropped out.
The first song i ever wrote was "Cross of Love" on piano then later wrote another song and was critically acclaimed a success by my parent's and my peers and the Internet community yet never did release them on any disc or anything for that was back 4 and 5 years ago and now i am writing totally different kind's of music not so much in the religious field yet more in the field that everybody can enjoy.I will reveal more about my music that i am working on yet the truth is the song's i write are amazing and will be released to the public either this year,next year or as soon after i get a record deal or get into the music business or self-publish my work.I am so glad that so many people thought and encouraged me to go try out on American Idol yet i so was like yah i might just do that then again i would be out for all the world to see and yes i don't want to get so known so fast and have the papparazzi after me and what i had done and yes i surely am gonna pursue the music i wrote and the career i am gonna do and my love for Brie even more.I am working on getting into a few movies so i haven't decided which one i want to try out for yet once i do and if i get a role in one then i'll let you guys and girls know yet for right now it's all about timing and which movies fits me best or what i want to do.
Finally online,yet had to go off sadly it seems
I went to check and if see if Brie Larson was online and you know what luckily i get to see her online and contacted her and then she went offline oh well i will keep tryin' back again later to see when she comes back again online and i really love,miss and want her in my life and love her more than life and including my own.
I starve,i fret,i worry,i think,i contemplate and so forth on.
If Brie Larson ever read's my blog's may she understand that i did these blog's only because she still does her's and when she get's a chance i hope that God will help her to realize just how much i love and miss her.
James the Brianne Lover
I starve,i fret,i worry,i think,i contemplate and so forth on.
If Brie Larson ever read's my blog's may she understand that i did these blog's only because she still does her's and when she get's a chance i hope that God will help her to realize just how much i love and miss her.
James the Brianne Lover
Friday, January 18, 2008
Life is sometime's like a prison you wonder how you're gonna get what you need and deserve in this life
All my life i have fought battles that seemed unbareable to stand
Like a sacrifice that people pay sometime's everyday so we can keep warm
Life to me ain't fair hardly at all
Nothing to me matter's but seeing her smile
Nothing to me matter's but knowing she's ok
And God please help me because i need her more everyday
The life i live the breath doesn't a thing if she's not in my life
I'd rather be sick forever than to never have her
To me life isn't meant to be lived without you love
And without her i might die and cry away
God please help because i'm needing you today
Please see my cries
Please hear my prayers
And answer them as quickly as You can
Today may today
And the next will come
Yet what i want most is her love
And to see her face
And without that
Life is to painful to stand
Like a kid who lost everything and never overcame the lose
Like a man who never saw the light of day
That is how i feel when you are so far away
When the clouds go over head think of how i'm sad that you're not here
And when the Sun tries to shine i'm tryin' to smile
Yet it is so hard without you girl in my life
And the wait is what i'm gonna have to go through
And i will only for you
Like a sacrifice that people pay sometime's everyday so we can keep warm
Life to me ain't fair hardly at all
Nothing to me matter's but seeing her smile
Nothing to me matter's but knowing she's ok
And God please help me because i need her more everyday
The life i live the breath doesn't a thing if she's not in my life
I'd rather be sick forever than to never have her
To me life isn't meant to be lived without you love
And without her i might die and cry away
God please help because i'm needing you today
Please see my cries
Please hear my prayers
And answer them as quickly as You can
Today may today
And the next will come
Yet what i want most is her love
And to see her face
And without that
Life is to painful to stand
Like a kid who lost everything and never overcame the lose
Like a man who never saw the light of day
That is how i feel when you are so far away
When the clouds go over head think of how i'm sad that you're not here
And when the Sun tries to shine i'm tryin' to smile
Yet it is so hard without you girl in my life
And the wait is what i'm gonna have to go through
And i will only for you
Sunday, January 13, 2008
Another Day.Another Time.Still Gonna Believe.Still Gonna Succeed.
I YU 4 Real brie i am being completely honest with you on this one.Seriously love you.
No lies,no deception,no quit carin,no cheating,no doing you wrong.
I am seriously a man of my word.The red symbolizes my love for you.
Heart represents my emotions.
No lies,no deception,no quit carin,no cheating,no doing you wrong.
I am seriously a man of my word.The red symbolizes my love for you.
Heart represents my emotions.
Saturday, January 12, 2008
Dos codos - The unending new truth beginnings(note there's a code in the text please read)
immediately
livin
on
valued
estimate
beloved
reliable
intentions
evidence
lovely
always
reliable
something
often
new
walking
breathing
fasting
sitting
singing
makin
playing
enjoying
livin
feeling
half
asleep
not
awake
completely
yadot llahs ees yad denhtgnel dna yllatot dootsrednu
day
get
happier
time
make
more
since
life
envoys
only
new
and
rememberable
desination
open
doing
aspiration
valued
in
new
cities
instantly
cool
one
does
estimately
see
tools
helds
emotionally
now
definitely
efficient
still
tryin
in
new
year
shows
life
in
broads
remarkable
associations
youth
eminates
allies
reliance
noos eht hturt llahs eb nwonk ot lla ohw ksa tey ylno fi eh htelaever ti
ecno ylno nam si won roirraw gnoma ynam dna eh llahs reverof kaeps eht hturt
efil si ylno tlef dna thaw uoy ees si rof laer
yrallih notnilc llahs eb esolc ot a niw tey amobo yam levarnu ti
nem dna nemow llahs tsoob
esuigsid dna yrt ot yas taht i eil
nehw i t'not tuoba erib
ohw i erac rof erom naht efil
flesti erom naht ydobyna esle
livin
on
valued
estimate
beloved
reliable
intentions
evidence
lovely
always
reliable
something
often
new
walking
breathing
fasting
sitting
singing
makin
playing
enjoying
livin
feeling
half
asleep
not
awake
completely
yadot llahs ees yad denhtgnel dna yllatot dootsrednu
day
get
happier
time
make
more
since
life
envoys
only
new
and
rememberable
desination
open
doing
aspiration
valued
in
new
cities
instantly
cool
one
does
estimately
see
tools
helds
emotionally
now
definitely
efficient
still
tryin
in
new
year
shows
life
in
broads
remarkable
associations
youth
eminates
allies
reliance
noos eht hturt llahs eb nwonk ot lla ohw ksa tey ylno fi eh htelaever ti
ecno ylno nam si won roirraw gnoma ynam dna eh llahs reverof kaeps eht hturt
efil si ylno tlef dna thaw uoy ees si rof laer
yrallih notnilc llahs eb esolc ot a niw tey amobo yam levarnu ti
nem dna nemow llahs tsoob
esuigsid dna yrt ot yas taht i eil
nehw i t'not tuoba erib
ohw i erac rof erom naht efil
flesti erom naht ydobyna esle
Friday, January 11, 2008
Wow what you're heart says
If you're hurting it ain't always because of food it can't be because your soul mate is being ignored or you missed something and now i am officially happy again.
Brejums.
Brejums.
Tuesday, January 8, 2008
People just don't realize well one does yet she's super busy
Life to me is a struggle you gotta go after what you want and need
Be you and live life as you
Stay happy,yet for me that is merely impossible these days
I really don't want any more friend's than the one's i got on Myspace and on Youtube.com
If i did get any more than i'd be like wow,yet oh well i really ain't too worried about havin
more friend's
I am only worried about one thing and one thing alone
And it is this girl people knows about
Although people hates me for commenting her which i could care less
I care for her deeply and hate may come my way yet i will shrug it off and focus on what matter's to me
And it's as always her and God above
To me to get what you want you sometime's have to sacrifice other's thing's to get it and i have
Merely sacrificed my life and my time for her and i will never stop putting most of my life on
hold whether my area's people think's i am weird or what not
I am tryin so hard to get them(parent's) to let me get into the acting and music business yet it
ain't easy and so does the famous Beetles member know by the name of John Lennon when he says in the song "The Ballad of John and Yoko" when it states "Christ you know it ain't easy,you know how hard it can be,waiting to going" he simply was stating what most of us feel in yesterday's,today's and the future of the world.Life is just not easy,not at all,friend's are true,some are not your friend's,past is a part of your life that you are free from forever,present is a gift,yet sometime's not at all,future is what i want it to be and not what people want from me
Yah this is the real me people no jokes,for real i am no liar or somebody whsoe out to hurt other's
The truth is the only thing i am is a talented boy and gifted musical and artistic person whose kinda bipolar,yet i kinda deal with it to have a normal life,yet i am far from normal.
"I may not be the most noticeable person in the world or the most recognized which is not what i aim for yet what i aim for is to achieve my dreams,get with this girl someday,somewhere,somehow and stay happy along the way and be able to get free from my father's hold on my life which seems to be unbareable.
Be you and live life as you
Stay happy,yet for me that is merely impossible these days
I really don't want any more friend's than the one's i got on Myspace and on Youtube.com
If i did get any more than i'd be like wow,yet oh well i really ain't too worried about havin
more friend's
I am only worried about one thing and one thing alone
And it is this girl people knows about
Although people hates me for commenting her which i could care less
I care for her deeply and hate may come my way yet i will shrug it off and focus on what matter's to me
And it's as always her and God above
To me to get what you want you sometime's have to sacrifice other's thing's to get it and i have
Merely sacrificed my life and my time for her and i will never stop putting most of my life on
hold whether my area's people think's i am weird or what not
I am tryin so hard to get them(parent's) to let me get into the acting and music business yet it
ain't easy and so does the famous Beetles member know by the name of John Lennon when he says in the song "The Ballad of John and Yoko" when it states "Christ you know it ain't easy,you know how hard it can be,waiting to going" he simply was stating what most of us feel in yesterday's,today's and the future of the world.Life is just not easy,not at all,friend's are true,some are not your friend's,past is a part of your life that you are free from forever,present is a gift,yet sometime's not at all,future is what i want it to be and not what people want from me
Yah this is the real me people no jokes,for real i am no liar or somebody whsoe out to hurt other's
The truth is the only thing i am is a talented boy and gifted musical and artistic person whose kinda bipolar,yet i kinda deal with it to have a normal life,yet i am far from normal.
"I may not be the most noticeable person in the world or the most recognized which is not what i aim for yet what i aim for is to achieve my dreams,get with this girl someday,somewhere,somehow and stay happy along the way and be able to get free from my father's hold on my life which seems to be unbareable.
Brijums - The Rebirth(Adios bad memories of past)
Awakened
Alive
Dead to the past(not all the past yet the bad memories)
Alive to the present and the future
I am not like the James i used to know
He was a kid for anything that his parent's wanted
Now he's alive to what matter's to himself
Alive and yet half asleep
Was on the computer yesterday for almost or about 7 hours
Woke up at 9 or 10 something this morning
Gone out,came back
Got stuff taken care of
Meditated on important stuff
Watched Passport to Europe
Went out
Drove from 1 something until 3 exact or 3 something
Went on the computer
Tryin to figure out what to make of my next blog
Thinking and tryin to contact Brie Larson still to this very minute and beyond
Added some more video's to my Youtube under the name "Just For Brie Larson"
Imagined a cool video to create don't have the right equipment to do it yet
Although it will get made
Hours from now i will try to contact Brie will get some success
Johanna will comment these blogs
And i will be ready for bed again at the exact same time
You know how i know well that is a something you forever consider a mystery unless your you-know-who.
James Shelton reborn on the 8th of January yet still Libra.I am no longer consider who i was to other's from now on i am Brijums and the Last name Skylove.
Much Love and Peace xoxo
Alive
Dead to the past(not all the past yet the bad memories)
Alive to the present and the future
I am not like the James i used to know
He was a kid for anything that his parent's wanted
Now he's alive to what matter's to himself
Alive and yet half asleep
Was on the computer yesterday for almost or about 7 hours
Woke up at 9 or 10 something this morning
Gone out,came back
Got stuff taken care of
Meditated on important stuff
Watched Passport to Europe
Went out
Drove from 1 something until 3 exact or 3 something
Went on the computer
Tryin to figure out what to make of my next blog
Thinking and tryin to contact Brie Larson still to this very minute and beyond
Added some more video's to my Youtube under the name "Just For Brie Larson"
Imagined a cool video to create don't have the right equipment to do it yet
Although it will get made
Hours from now i will try to contact Brie will get some success
Johanna will comment these blogs
And i will be ready for bed again at the exact same time
You know how i know well that is a something you forever consider a mystery unless your you-know-who.
James Shelton reborn on the 8th of January yet still Libra.I am no longer consider who i was to other's from now on i am Brijums and the Last name Skylove.
Much Love and Peace xoxo
Sunday, January 6, 2008
Working On A Album Info:
Yah 8 years in the making and hard at work still.I never wanted to release an album before yet now i have all of these songs in my head and i think they need put out they are just so good.If they do brie,my parent's and of course God would be first to know,second would be the area i publish it in then the rest of the world.To me music isn't about being fixed or unchangeable,to me music is about change,the more you work on it the more better it will sound and the more people will listen to it and respect you for such great work.To me my inspiration goes far back as Beethoven and Mozart to the current artists like Brie Larson and Paramore and then on.To me i have so many influences i can't just write down one and my albums won't be just a certain type.Some in the future i may decide to change my mind yet for right now the sound is my own.If i ever decide to change my style or selections then i would have to work extra hard for the satisfaction with the work you know the music.To me music was always around me and i was raised on everything from the Classical music to the Rock stuff and a little bit of in between stuff and so forth.I have heard music from so many artists all through the years who all have had one influence or another to me and yes i got influenced by Bob Dylan and Elvis too.Those guys rock and i mean they can play.To me i don't aim to copy i aim to create my own style and i am still working on what my style would and will sound like.Let's just say it won't sound like anything you know maybe similiar yet not exactly like certain people.Let's just say my album will be a work in the making since the year 2000.I was 13 still writing songs and now finally ready yet still songwriting and in what i hope is less than a year i'll go try to get a demo sent or something and wait.Yes it's hard work and nothing ever comes easy just like the song by The Beetles "The Ballad of John And Yoko" with the quote in sayin Christ you know it ain't easy.Nothing comes easy not even life.You have to work for what you get,you have to socialize to meet anybody and you have to take a risk and put yourself otu there nad see how far you can get and yes you will succeed only if you don't complain and just go after your dreams without carin what the critics would say for in the long run it would be the one who has enough guts to get out there and make his start on history.To me anybody would tell you nothing comes easy in life,only the success does yet even then to get further past current success is hard.To me working on it would be the best anybody can do.
On another note:
To me i think either Hilary Clinton or Barack Obama would make a great President for America.They both have great intentions for change in America and i think that is what this country truly needs to put an end to war and end to poverty and to racial injustice.To me that is what we are all supposed to do other than follow our dreams.To me when you have a dream you must follow it,reveal it to the world through your music and so forth and your dreams will take you further on and it is true,dreams don't find you you find them.It is simple intelligence that reveals it that you can be successful with any good dream you have as long as just ask for it,believe it will come true and keep working towards it and in the future the reward comes when it finally shows up in front of you.Like a bunch of stars in the sky when you want to see them.
I wish everybody a happy new year.I really am not against nobody yet when it comes to Brie i care for her and that will never change no matter what hatred i receive from my fellow human's.Human's will always be jelious of other's and they will be hateful against those who have stuff more than them.It is pure ignorance that makes anybody hate another.I mean you need to discover what is wrong with you and follow yoru dreams and go after your heart and don't quit until you get the person and dream you want whether the world likes it or don't i know i do.
On another note:
To me i think either Hilary Clinton or Barack Obama would make a great President for America.They both have great intentions for change in America and i think that is what this country truly needs to put an end to war and end to poverty and to racial injustice.To me that is what we are all supposed to do other than follow our dreams.To me when you have a dream you must follow it,reveal it to the world through your music and so forth and your dreams will take you further on and it is true,dreams don't find you you find them.It is simple intelligence that reveals it that you can be successful with any good dream you have as long as just ask for it,believe it will come true and keep working towards it and in the future the reward comes when it finally shows up in front of you.Like a bunch of stars in the sky when you want to see them.
I wish everybody a happy new year.I really am not against nobody yet when it comes to Brie i care for her and that will never change no matter what hatred i receive from my fellow human's.Human's will always be jelious of other's and they will be hateful against those who have stuff more than them.It is pure ignorance that makes anybody hate another.I mean you need to discover what is wrong with you and follow yoru dreams and go after your heart and don't quit until you get the person and dream you want whether the world likes it or don't i know i do.
Tuesday, January 1, 2008
BRIJUMS
Brijums:
I am myself
I really do change,yet only when i want to or for Brie when she asks me to or if i need to for God that is about it
I am very unpredictable and do amaze and suprise many by the stuff i can do and I am talented at
Very creative and carin
I am a singer/songwriting,musician,accomplished poet and photographer,artist,mentor,environmentalist,activist and much more
When it comes to my life no matter how talented i am i am very alone most of the time
Quick busy yet very alone
I only write my song's,i cover some yet i don't use people's music for recording unless i want to
Active,waiting and carin for Brie Larson,God(Amen and Lord),helping other's out and accomplishing and achieving my dreams
Working on music,poetry and so forth plus art and more
Decorating my clothes with artistic paint and so forth,tie-dying clothes and so forth on
I am myself
I really do change,yet only when i want to or for Brie when she asks me to or if i need to for God that is about it
I am very unpredictable and do amaze and suprise many by the stuff i can do and I am talented at
Very creative and carin
I am a singer/songwriting,musician,accomplished poet and photographer,artist,mentor,environmentalist,activist and much more
When it comes to my life no matter how talented i am i am very alone most of the time
Quick busy yet very alone
I only write my song's,i cover some yet i don't use people's music for recording unless i want to
Active,waiting and carin for Brie Larson,God(Amen and Lord),helping other's out and accomplishing and achieving my dreams
Working on music,poetry and so forth plus art and more
Decorating my clothes with artistic paint and so forth,tie-dying clothes and so forth on
About myself:Reborn Again
The day started i started again.My life became new.I left 20 years go bye.I keep bits of it.Threw away some it.Kept important memories,stuff and people important to me.Evolved into who i am.Jaret Raines was my nickname before and now it's Jray and then i am changing it again to Brijums for a reason not sayin what yet that is my new name Brijums Hope Skylove.I am from now on going by that.My name has changed and so have I.I once was a man after man thing's now am after being with Brie Larson and being myself and not being manly yet more less manly.Being me may be doing stuff that may shock you people yet oh well yah so if you don't believe what i say than whatever i change not only when i choose to change and i will change for Brie if i have to yet that is the only reason i am gonna change.Change = being a new person for the good not the bad.When you change for the good you in fact put your past behind.I am a Libra now and my new birthday i shall be knew again won't be revealed.I will change to Libra.When i change i change for good i don't go back to who i once was.Maybe part of me is still James yet part of me ain't.James would go everywhere and be unhappy now Brijums isn't he is happy with what he enjoys and what he likes to wear that is comfortable and feels good and not weird to him.
Today is the new present and time Libra year
"Today and Why?"
.......................Today starts a brand new year of 2008 and why it is Libra year meaning people of law and order.Well let's see and i ain't talking about the shows folks it's more to it.This year most of the wars in the world will be able to be halted way more easily than before and many death's will be prevented than before.The injusticed will be written,the lives will be saved,faith will be accepted into many people's hearts,i will be with Brie a Libra and i shall become a Libra in this year and be reborn on the period of the sign Libra which can be noticed by the stars in the sky.Libra is the scales and the truth is it is being held by a being.A being of justice and truth not in view yet is there.We sometime's dismiss astrology as false when when we look at it correctly there is a man,women,scales and animals,us humans are associated with the man,woman and scales not the animals and you know what we are definitely gonna figure out that someday more truth will be revealed if not only by me many other people from different walks of life and many imposters will come and claim to know it and then later deny it for they have no faith.Love calls us to change and we shall.Each month of people's birth we are given a stone my favorite color is Opal and Aquamarine associated with the signs of Aquarius and Libra and yah they are air signs.I am not so associated with astrology i may dismiss the facts yet when i found out about myself and other's we ain't just a part of the 12 signs we are a part of like 5 of them.One of them i am associated with is Libra and my best friend Brie Larson is a Libra and so was another person who i was friend's with for like 4 years and still is.He can be trusted.He ain't a liar about everything he says yet now we must forgive and let our grudges go for it is never healthy to do so.Today also starts the period when Libra enters January which symbolizes law in the world and fish resembles a very memorable thing.All of us know about yah the 2 fishes-you know what i am talking about relating to someone,yet we ain't gonna go so far and get all pushy and in your face like some Americans do.I am anything but pushy or judgmental yet i will know when someone is lying in my face like some people.
The most loyal thing you can find in a friend is trustworthyness and if they hath it not then they ain't loyal.To trust someone means you won't be betrayed or pushed aside.I learned from the past and from my mistakes that we all aren't perfect no matter how much we want to obtain perfection and the truth is perfection is not skin deep even if perfect skin is what you want i don't wanna do commercials about clearing up skin because it's so condered up not realistic.We all want privacy and nobody wants somebody constantly starring at them 24/7.It is so not realistic or human to do so.I am not ordinary like most men yet i am wise though.Being wise and humble can be 10x better than being manly.Being a man or woman can be defined not just by who you are yet by what you do.People make mistakes and call men names and call woman names that in my opinion is terrible,yet somehow it seems ok to the majority of Americans and yah jokin and sayin words are ok,yet sometime's we can let our anger grow so big that we sometime's need water poured over us to chill yet not in cold weather that would be mean,yet we need to not let anger take over us.I dislike violance of any kind and to harm any livin thing is not good nor holy at all.Men nor women knoweth what stuff says they may deny it or accept it yet to hurt another man,women,animal or thing is unjust even if they want to.It is totally immoral and can mess with you.I learned when i became a vegetarian that I in fact didn't need meat for it somehow could impure your body,your brain and your thought process.To be strong we must learn how to be like a vegetarian and keep our minds pure and have friend's that are loyal too.Friend's who go out and want to seek after whoever for fun ain't good i mean to find somebody yah that's ok yet not for lust.Not good.I am not lustful i just love this girl more than life.The truth is to love someone can be hard when sometime's they ain't never able to be contacted.God can always contact us He is just able to.Men nor women are able to contact each other 24/7 over several reasons:
rest
transportation
connection to power lines on highways and roads
and so forth
we as humans must get smarter,wiser,learn from our elders and also about what younger people do to get better.To me when we get 20 years of age we actually grow up more than ever before and act grown up too.We must seek guidance and seek security in those we love yet eventually we have to change,get somebody to be our new security and let go of the parent's.I know i will whenever Brie contacts me or something.I actually let go of the past years and 2008 is actually my new life and i am new again.My first day of life now is at 1/1/08.I actually am starting over again yet not anything else.I love Brie more than this Earth and all humans and living thing's that inhabit it.Love has given me the skills,will power and knowledge to succeed in love not just with wit yet with the smart to know what not to do and to be more yourself and not act crazy.Being crazy or pushy is a no-no with women they actually are turned off by it.To obtain a woman it takes:will,show,ability to understand that love may take some time and patience further more on.
Well i think that's all i got to say except for Happy New Year 2008 the Libra year.A fresh start for all humanity to analyze their mistakes,fix them and go after their dreams.
Be on the lookout for a brand new video blog coming soon
Much Love and Peace
.......................Today starts a brand new year of 2008 and why it is Libra year meaning people of law and order.Well let's see and i ain't talking about the shows folks it's more to it.This year most of the wars in the world will be able to be halted way more easily than before and many death's will be prevented than before.The injusticed will be written,the lives will be saved,faith will be accepted into many people's hearts,i will be with Brie a Libra and i shall become a Libra in this year and be reborn on the period of the sign Libra which can be noticed by the stars in the sky.Libra is the scales and the truth is it is being held by a being.A being of justice and truth not in view yet is there.We sometime's dismiss astrology as false when when we look at it correctly there is a man,women,scales and animals,us humans are associated with the man,woman and scales not the animals and you know what we are definitely gonna figure out that someday more truth will be revealed if not only by me many other people from different walks of life and many imposters will come and claim to know it and then later deny it for they have no faith.Love calls us to change and we shall.Each month of people's birth we are given a stone my favorite color is Opal and Aquamarine associated with the signs of Aquarius and Libra and yah they are air signs.I am not so associated with astrology i may dismiss the facts yet when i found out about myself and other's we ain't just a part of the 12 signs we are a part of like 5 of them.One of them i am associated with is Libra and my best friend Brie Larson is a Libra and so was another person who i was friend's with for like 4 years and still is.He can be trusted.He ain't a liar about everything he says yet now we must forgive and let our grudges go for it is never healthy to do so.Today also starts the period when Libra enters January which symbolizes law in the world and fish resembles a very memorable thing.All of us know about yah the 2 fishes-you know what i am talking about relating to someone,yet we ain't gonna go so far and get all pushy and in your face like some Americans do.I am anything but pushy or judgmental yet i will know when someone is lying in my face like some people.
The most loyal thing you can find in a friend is trustworthyness and if they hath it not then they ain't loyal.To trust someone means you won't be betrayed or pushed aside.I learned from the past and from my mistakes that we all aren't perfect no matter how much we want to obtain perfection and the truth is perfection is not skin deep even if perfect skin is what you want i don't wanna do commercials about clearing up skin because it's so condered up not realistic.We all want privacy and nobody wants somebody constantly starring at them 24/7.It is so not realistic or human to do so.I am not ordinary like most men yet i am wise though.Being wise and humble can be 10x better than being manly.Being a man or woman can be defined not just by who you are yet by what you do.People make mistakes and call men names and call woman names that in my opinion is terrible,yet somehow it seems ok to the majority of Americans and yah jokin and sayin words are ok,yet sometime's we can let our anger grow so big that we sometime's need water poured over us to chill yet not in cold weather that would be mean,yet we need to not let anger take over us.I dislike violance of any kind and to harm any livin thing is not good nor holy at all.Men nor women knoweth what stuff says they may deny it or accept it yet to hurt another man,women,animal or thing is unjust even if they want to.It is totally immoral and can mess with you.I learned when i became a vegetarian that I in fact didn't need meat for it somehow could impure your body,your brain and your thought process.To be strong we must learn how to be like a vegetarian and keep our minds pure and have friend's that are loyal too.Friend's who go out and want to seek after whoever for fun ain't good i mean to find somebody yah that's ok yet not for lust.Not good.I am not lustful i just love this girl more than life.The truth is to love someone can be hard when sometime's they ain't never able to be contacted.God can always contact us He is just able to.Men nor women are able to contact each other 24/7 over several reasons:
rest
transportation
connection to power lines on highways and roads
and so forth
we as humans must get smarter,wiser,learn from our elders and also about what younger people do to get better.To me when we get 20 years of age we actually grow up more than ever before and act grown up too.We must seek guidance and seek security in those we love yet eventually we have to change,get somebody to be our new security and let go of the parent's.I know i will whenever Brie contacts me or something.I actually let go of the past years and 2008 is actually my new life and i am new again.My first day of life now is at 1/1/08.I actually am starting over again yet not anything else.I love Brie more than this Earth and all humans and living thing's that inhabit it.Love has given me the skills,will power and knowledge to succeed in love not just with wit yet with the smart to know what not to do and to be more yourself and not act crazy.Being crazy or pushy is a no-no with women they actually are turned off by it.To obtain a woman it takes:will,show,ability to understand that love may take some time and patience further more on.
Well i think that's all i got to say except for Happy New Year 2008 the Libra year.A fresh start for all humanity to analyze their mistakes,fix them and go after their dreams.
Be on the lookout for a brand new video blog coming soon
Much Love and Peace
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