People in the human race and more

I sit back and watch people lose their lives for the sake of our freedom and i cry deeply wishing they didn't have to.I play music to ease m ypain,yet nothing seems to work and people look down on me like i done a bad thing when i didn't.Please note i am kinda going through alot so i struggle alot.My parent's talk to me,yet i go to my mom in the middle of the night and wish she could talk to me and she don't even try and Brie feels my pain and yes Brie i can be a girl for one day and if i could be you Brie would you be me and feel my pain and sadness in this world a tthe fact my girl who is you never seems to talk to me or even want to listen to me or what i have to say.I care for you Brie please talk to me.