Yah 8 years in the making and hard at work still.I never wanted to release an album before yet now i have all of these songs in my head and i think they need put out they are just so good.If they do brie,my parent's and of course God would be first to know,second would be the area i publish it in then the rest of the world.To me music isn't about being fixed or unchangeable,to me music is about change,the more you work on it the more better it will sound and the more people will listen to it and respect you for such great work.To me my inspiration goes far back as Beethoven and Mozart to the current artists like Brie Larson and Paramore and then on.To me i have so many influences i can't just write down one and my albums won't be just a certain type.Some in the future i may decide to change my mind yet for right now the sound is my own.If i ever decide to change my style or selections then i would have to work extra hard for the satisfaction with the work you know the music.To me music was always around me and i was raised on everything from the Classical music to the Rock stuff and a little bit of in between stuff and so forth.I have heard music from so many artists all through the years who all have had one influence or another to me and yes i got influenced by Bob Dylan and Elvis too.Those guys rock and i mean they can play.To me i don't aim to copy i aim to create my own style and i am still working on what my style would and will sound like.Let's just say it won't sound like anything you know maybe similiar yet not exactly like certain people.Let's just say my album will be a work in the making since the year 2000.I was 13 still writing songs and now finally ready yet still songwriting and in what i hope is less than a year i'll go try to get a demo sent or something and wait.Yes it's hard work and nothing ever comes easy just like the song by The Beetles "The Ballad of John And Yoko" with the quote in sayin Christ you know it ain't easy.Nothing comes easy not even life.You have to work for what you get,you have to socialize to meet anybody and you have to take a risk and put yourself otu there nad see how far you can get and yes you will succeed only if you don't complain and just go after your dreams without carin what the critics would say for in the long run it would be the one who has enough guts to get out there and make his start on history.To me anybody would tell you nothing comes easy in life,only the success does yet even then to get further past current success is hard.To me working on it would be the best anybody can do.
On another note:
To me i think either Hilary Clinton or Barack Obama would make a great President for America.They both have great intentions for change in America and i think that is what this country truly needs to put an end to war and end to poverty and to racial injustice.To me that is what we are all supposed to do other than follow our dreams.To me when you have a dream you must follow it,reveal it to the world through your music and so forth and your dreams will take you further on and it is true,dreams don't find you you find them.It is simple intelligence that reveals it that you can be successful with any good dream you have as long as just ask for it,believe it will come true and keep working towards it and in the future the reward comes when it finally shows up in front of you.Like a bunch of stars in the sky when you want to see them.
I wish everybody a happy new year.I really am not against nobody yet when it comes to Brie i care for her and that will never change no matter what hatred i receive from my fellow human's.Human's will always be jelious of other's and they will be hateful against those who have stuff more than them.It is pure ignorance that makes anybody hate another.I mean you need to discover what is wrong with you and follow yoru dreams and go after your heart and don't quit until you get the person and dream you want whether the world likes it or don't i know i do.
Sunday, January 6, 2008
Tuesday, January 1, 2008
BRIJUMS
Brijums:
I am myself
I really do change,yet only when i want to or for Brie when she asks me to or if i need to for God that is about it
I am very unpredictable and do amaze and suprise many by the stuff i can do and I am talented at
Very creative and carin
I am a singer/songwriting,musician,accomplished poet and photographer,artist,mentor,environmentalist,activist and much more
When it comes to my life no matter how talented i am i am very alone most of the time
Quick busy yet very alone
I only write my song's,i cover some yet i don't use people's music for recording unless i want to
Active,waiting and carin for Brie Larson,God(Amen and Lord),helping other's out and accomplishing and achieving my dreams
Working on music,poetry and so forth plus art and more
Decorating my clothes with artistic paint and so forth,tie-dying clothes and so forth on
I am myself
I really do change,yet only when i want to or for Brie when she asks me to or if i need to for God that is about it
I am very unpredictable and do amaze and suprise many by the stuff i can do and I am talented at
Very creative and carin
I am a singer/songwriting,musician,accomplished poet and photographer,artist,mentor,environmentalist,activist and much more
When it comes to my life no matter how talented i am i am very alone most of the time
Quick busy yet very alone
I only write my song's,i cover some yet i don't use people's music for recording unless i want to
Active,waiting and carin for Brie Larson,God(Amen and Lord),helping other's out and accomplishing and achieving my dreams
Working on music,poetry and so forth plus art and more
Decorating my clothes with artistic paint and so forth,tie-dying clothes and so forth on
About myself:Reborn Again
The day started i started again.My life became new.I left 20 years go bye.I keep bits of it.Threw away some it.Kept important memories,stuff and people important to me.Evolved into who i am.Jaret Raines was my nickname before and now it's Jray and then i am changing it again to Brijums for a reason not sayin what yet that is my new name Brijums Hope Skylove.I am from now on going by that.My name has changed and so have I.I once was a man after man thing's now am after being with Brie Larson and being myself and not being manly yet more less manly.Being me may be doing stuff that may shock you people yet oh well yah so if you don't believe what i say than whatever i change not only when i choose to change and i will change for Brie if i have to yet that is the only reason i am gonna change.Change = being a new person for the good not the bad.When you change for the good you in fact put your past behind.I am a Libra now and my new birthday i shall be knew again won't be revealed.I will change to Libra.When i change i change for good i don't go back to who i once was.Maybe part of me is still James yet part of me ain't.James would go everywhere and be unhappy now Brijums isn't he is happy with what he enjoys and what he likes to wear that is comfortable and feels good and not weird to him.
Today is the new present and time Libra year
"Today and Why?"
.......................Today starts a brand new year of 2008 and why it is Libra year meaning people of law and order.Well let's see and i ain't talking about the shows folks it's more to it.This year most of the wars in the world will be able to be halted way more easily than before and many death's will be prevented than before.The injusticed will be written,the lives will be saved,faith will be accepted into many people's hearts,i will be with Brie a Libra and i shall become a Libra in this year and be reborn on the period of the sign Libra which can be noticed by the stars in the sky.Libra is the scales and the truth is it is being held by a being.A being of justice and truth not in view yet is there.We sometime's dismiss astrology as false when when we look at it correctly there is a man,women,scales and animals,us humans are associated with the man,woman and scales not the animals and you know what we are definitely gonna figure out that someday more truth will be revealed if not only by me many other people from different walks of life and many imposters will come and claim to know it and then later deny it for they have no faith.Love calls us to change and we shall.Each month of people's birth we are given a stone my favorite color is Opal and Aquamarine associated with the signs of Aquarius and Libra and yah they are air signs.I am not so associated with astrology i may dismiss the facts yet when i found out about myself and other's we ain't just a part of the 12 signs we are a part of like 5 of them.One of them i am associated with is Libra and my best friend Brie Larson is a Libra and so was another person who i was friend's with for like 4 years and still is.He can be trusted.He ain't a liar about everything he says yet now we must forgive and let our grudges go for it is never healthy to do so.Today also starts the period when Libra enters January which symbolizes law in the world and fish resembles a very memorable thing.All of us know about yah the 2 fishes-you know what i am talking about relating to someone,yet we ain't gonna go so far and get all pushy and in your face like some Americans do.I am anything but pushy or judgmental yet i will know when someone is lying in my face like some people.
The most loyal thing you can find in a friend is trustworthyness and if they hath it not then they ain't loyal.To trust someone means you won't be betrayed or pushed aside.I learned from the past and from my mistakes that we all aren't perfect no matter how much we want to obtain perfection and the truth is perfection is not skin deep even if perfect skin is what you want i don't wanna do commercials about clearing up skin because it's so condered up not realistic.We all want privacy and nobody wants somebody constantly starring at them 24/7.It is so not realistic or human to do so.I am not ordinary like most men yet i am wise though.Being wise and humble can be 10x better than being manly.Being a man or woman can be defined not just by who you are yet by what you do.People make mistakes and call men names and call woman names that in my opinion is terrible,yet somehow it seems ok to the majority of Americans and yah jokin and sayin words are ok,yet sometime's we can let our anger grow so big that we sometime's need water poured over us to chill yet not in cold weather that would be mean,yet we need to not let anger take over us.I dislike violance of any kind and to harm any livin thing is not good nor holy at all.Men nor women knoweth what stuff says they may deny it or accept it yet to hurt another man,women,animal or thing is unjust even if they want to.It is totally immoral and can mess with you.I learned when i became a vegetarian that I in fact didn't need meat for it somehow could impure your body,your brain and your thought process.To be strong we must learn how to be like a vegetarian and keep our minds pure and have friend's that are loyal too.Friend's who go out and want to seek after whoever for fun ain't good i mean to find somebody yah that's ok yet not for lust.Not good.I am not lustful i just love this girl more than life.The truth is to love someone can be hard when sometime's they ain't never able to be contacted.God can always contact us He is just able to.Men nor women are able to contact each other 24/7 over several reasons:
rest
transportation
connection to power lines on highways and roads
and so forth
we as humans must get smarter,wiser,learn from our elders and also about what younger people do to get better.To me when we get 20 years of age we actually grow up more than ever before and act grown up too.We must seek guidance and seek security in those we love yet eventually we have to change,get somebody to be our new security and let go of the parent's.I know i will whenever Brie contacts me or something.I actually let go of the past years and 2008 is actually my new life and i am new again.My first day of life now is at 1/1/08.I actually am starting over again yet not anything else.I love Brie more than this Earth and all humans and living thing's that inhabit it.Love has given me the skills,will power and knowledge to succeed in love not just with wit yet with the smart to know what not to do and to be more yourself and not act crazy.Being crazy or pushy is a no-no with women they actually are turned off by it.To obtain a woman it takes:will,show,ability to understand that love may take some time and patience further more on.
Well i think that's all i got to say except for Happy New Year 2008 the Libra year.A fresh start for all humanity to analyze their mistakes,fix them and go after their dreams.
Be on the lookout for a brand new video blog coming soon
Much Love and Peace
.......................Today starts a brand new year of 2008 and why it is Libra year meaning people of law and order.Well let's see and i ain't talking about the shows folks it's more to it.This year most of the wars in the world will be able to be halted way more easily than before and many death's will be prevented than before.The injusticed will be written,the lives will be saved,faith will be accepted into many people's hearts,i will be with Brie a Libra and i shall become a Libra in this year and be reborn on the period of the sign Libra which can be noticed by the stars in the sky.Libra is the scales and the truth is it is being held by a being.A being of justice and truth not in view yet is there.We sometime's dismiss astrology as false when when we look at it correctly there is a man,women,scales and animals,us humans are associated with the man,woman and scales not the animals and you know what we are definitely gonna figure out that someday more truth will be revealed if not only by me many other people from different walks of life and many imposters will come and claim to know it and then later deny it for they have no faith.Love calls us to change and we shall.Each month of people's birth we are given a stone my favorite color is Opal and Aquamarine associated with the signs of Aquarius and Libra and yah they are air signs.I am not so associated with astrology i may dismiss the facts yet when i found out about myself and other's we ain't just a part of the 12 signs we are a part of like 5 of them.One of them i am associated with is Libra and my best friend Brie Larson is a Libra and so was another person who i was friend's with for like 4 years and still is.He can be trusted.He ain't a liar about everything he says yet now we must forgive and let our grudges go for it is never healthy to do so.Today also starts the period when Libra enters January which symbolizes law in the world and fish resembles a very memorable thing.All of us know about yah the 2 fishes-you know what i am talking about relating to someone,yet we ain't gonna go so far and get all pushy and in your face like some Americans do.I am anything but pushy or judgmental yet i will know when someone is lying in my face like some people.
The most loyal thing you can find in a friend is trustworthyness and if they hath it not then they ain't loyal.To trust someone means you won't be betrayed or pushed aside.I learned from the past and from my mistakes that we all aren't perfect no matter how much we want to obtain perfection and the truth is perfection is not skin deep even if perfect skin is what you want i don't wanna do commercials about clearing up skin because it's so condered up not realistic.We all want privacy and nobody wants somebody constantly starring at them 24/7.It is so not realistic or human to do so.I am not ordinary like most men yet i am wise though.Being wise and humble can be 10x better than being manly.Being a man or woman can be defined not just by who you are yet by what you do.People make mistakes and call men names and call woman names that in my opinion is terrible,yet somehow it seems ok to the majority of Americans and yah jokin and sayin words are ok,yet sometime's we can let our anger grow so big that we sometime's need water poured over us to chill yet not in cold weather that would be mean,yet we need to not let anger take over us.I dislike violance of any kind and to harm any livin thing is not good nor holy at all.Men nor women knoweth what stuff says they may deny it or accept it yet to hurt another man,women,animal or thing is unjust even if they want to.It is totally immoral and can mess with you.I learned when i became a vegetarian that I in fact didn't need meat for it somehow could impure your body,your brain and your thought process.To be strong we must learn how to be like a vegetarian and keep our minds pure and have friend's that are loyal too.Friend's who go out and want to seek after whoever for fun ain't good i mean to find somebody yah that's ok yet not for lust.Not good.I am not lustful i just love this girl more than life.The truth is to love someone can be hard when sometime's they ain't never able to be contacted.God can always contact us He is just able to.Men nor women are able to contact each other 24/7 over several reasons:
rest
transportation
connection to power lines on highways and roads
and so forth
we as humans must get smarter,wiser,learn from our elders and also about what younger people do to get better.To me when we get 20 years of age we actually grow up more than ever before and act grown up too.We must seek guidance and seek security in those we love yet eventually we have to change,get somebody to be our new security and let go of the parent's.I know i will whenever Brie contacts me or something.I actually let go of the past years and 2008 is actually my new life and i am new again.My first day of life now is at 1/1/08.I actually am starting over again yet not anything else.I love Brie more than this Earth and all humans and living thing's that inhabit it.Love has given me the skills,will power and knowledge to succeed in love not just with wit yet with the smart to know what not to do and to be more yourself and not act crazy.Being crazy or pushy is a no-no with women they actually are turned off by it.To obtain a woman it takes:will,show,ability to understand that love may take some time and patience further more on.
Well i think that's all i got to say except for Happy New Year 2008 the Libra year.A fresh start for all humanity to analyze their mistakes,fix them and go after their dreams.
Be on the lookout for a brand new video blog coming soon
Much Love and Peace
Monday, December 31, 2007
Libra Year 2008
2008 will start out great and my favorite sign in Astrology is as always Libra.I love Brie Larson deeply and 2008 will show way to me being with her somehow someway soon.
Libra is a really cool name for anybody
Peace out ya'll people
Law and balance in mind
Peace and Hope
Happy times
Libra is a really cool name for anybody
Peace out ya'll people
Law and balance in mind
Peace and Hope
Happy times
The mouths from the deceptive
I have had enough of this to the point i can't stand it.Brie is single,is for me people.She just does interviews.I am gonna ignore these forsaken thoughts of the injustice people bring's upon me and they shall regret it.I love Brie more than this sortive half understandable/irrating and unjust world.People get their laughs at people's pain and Brie doesn't.I am never gonna give up on Brie no matter what.
Just like as the words that came the wise men Bob Dylan,Bruce Springsteen and David Bowie and the wise woman named Brie Larson.I am influenced by them tremendously.I have a outspoken voice and i will never stop and i will keep on believing even if the evil of this world holds it's anegr against me.i am protected by the Lord our Amen and soon this injustice of a year will soon be over and all those who hold their evil ways against me shall face justice fercely.
Brie is gonna be mine someday in the future and i ain't changing my mind for nobody on this Earth.
"I am more steadfast or maybe as fast as a lion and as gentle and kind as a newborn lamb"
I hurt no one yet don't test me with anything,don't say what i can or can't do and never say i can't be me because i will never stop being me nor change how i am unless i choose to and the me that likes Brie will never stop for nobody on Earth.
Just like as the words that came the wise men Bob Dylan,Bruce Springsteen and David Bowie and the wise woman named Brie Larson.I am influenced by them tremendously.I have a outspoken voice and i will never stop and i will keep on believing even if the evil of this world holds it's anegr against me.i am protected by the Lord our Amen and soon this injustice of a year will soon be over and all those who hold their evil ways against me shall face justice fercely.
Brie is gonna be mine someday in the future and i ain't changing my mind for nobody on this Earth.
"I am more steadfast or maybe as fast as a lion and as gentle and kind as a newborn lamb"
I hurt no one yet don't test me with anything,don't say what i can or can't do and never say i can't be me because i will never stop being me nor change how i am unless i choose to and the me that likes Brie will never stop for nobody on Earth.
Saturday, December 29, 2007
Working on an album(Continued)
I have been waiting for this since 2000.My first immediate thought was i need to get my guitar out and write yet truth is i never had the will to.I know now that it is right to go after my dream and i can still have Brie Larson in my life.Life may have handed me heartbreaks one after the other,yet oh well i survived and learned from my past mistakes now i realize songwriting,music,poetry and acting is where i stand in the field of work and not just tryin to make ends meet yet if i have to make ends meet which i will with my career i shall follow it will definitely help.I no longer have 200 some friend's on my Myspace friend's list yet havin only true friend's on there until later feels like more of a organic thing to do.2008 will start a new year for me.A random guy like myself needs to be random always.Randomness in this life makes so many people go further than those who ain't,yet we all can succeed no matter what after i think about it.Being random is like music work it comes to you over time.I am random by birth i have always been random about stuff i don't always stick to just one thing or i would have depth to me at all.Interview me,ask me questions and i will tell you the truth and not hold back or make you wait at all.I am ready for whatever life throws in my face whether it's losing more friend's fine that is what i will have to deal with yet someday Brie will be in my life life will pass me by i will have avoided the family curse of marrying someone from the same area.Yah i said curse and still being a virgin past 20 a success worth talking about.Many men fail at 20 and have sex then want someone else i ain't makin that mistake at all i will wait till me and Brie meet and do thing's right and then thing's will move.I am not as known as parsay Bob Dylan or a Garth Brooks or other famous people yet through Myspace and other pathways i have already opened the door to me and they say hey to me and what's up and ask me questions and i tell them all the truth.Life is not all about being the most famous or failing we all shall fail as humans sooner or later and we must go after our dreams always.Our dreams don't just find us it's our right and our deal to go after our dream with our whole heart and not stop until you know you reached the top or better yet don't quit keep going until you realize you ain't got anything left or quit so yah not me.I am gonna be doing songwriting,being a poet,lovin Brie and telling other's the truth about everything.I am just that type of person i won't hold the truth about anything from anybody about life,hope,faith,religion and anything else.We all are entitled to the truth and i hold alot of it inside of me and growing up i learned man nor woman is better than the other,i am not perfect nor is any other human alive today,we all are talented at whatever we are here to do and can do and so much more i can go on all day about how love never seems to come to me,yet i know it will i am gonna wait for Brie Larson until she finally opens up to me whenever that may be.Well folks that is about it.Random,yet i could be more random since i am bored yet i am gonna wait until the next blog post to be.
Livin forever 18 no matter what age i am.We live to stay young,grow up,get wiser and smarter and miss makin mistakes our ancestors made miss alot of dreams yet if it wasn't for people we would miss the influence of other's on dreams so thanks be to many people for incouraging me either through their music,poetry,acting or what not to be a cool person and an inspiring one too.
It is December in 2 days 2007 will be no more and 2008 will be a better year.Let me look into the future to see what i am gonna be doing next year:
Being where i want to be in my life
Recording a full album next year completely full album
Going to California whether my parent's want me to or not i will find me a way to
Buy me stuff and brand new clothes and sell the old stuff and change my looks
Dye my hair and let it grow out longer and longer
Put the past to rest
Move forward and become an actor and keep on going after my dreams
Let go of my parent's and tell them stay careful
Live my life my way not my parent's way ever again
Move into an apartment in California hopefully yah i will probably be doing that
Stay vegetarian
Workout for fitness not muscle
Let go of past places and socialize with new folks
I shall be reborn again several times until i see what i need to become a happy person
2008 is the year i finally get where i wanna be
If i don't post another blog this year.Happy New Year and may everybody accomplish and achieve their New Years Resolutions and may the wars in the world be small or none at all,may we laugh more panic less and think smart,may we achieve more than we did in 2007 and may 2008 be the year of accomplishment not failure and may people finally realize God is for all people and not discriminative over holidays or people please and may 2008 be a better year.
Merry Year 2008 come in cheerful and without chaos and may we all get along once and for all.
Oh i almost forgot to say may Brie finally see i truly care for her and she actually care 4 me also.
Livin forever 18 no matter what age i am.We live to stay young,grow up,get wiser and smarter and miss makin mistakes our ancestors made miss alot of dreams yet if it wasn't for people we would miss the influence of other's on dreams so thanks be to many people for incouraging me either through their music,poetry,acting or what not to be a cool person and an inspiring one too.
It is December in 2 days 2007 will be no more and 2008 will be a better year.Let me look into the future to see what i am gonna be doing next year:
Being where i want to be in my life
Recording a full album next year completely full album
Going to California whether my parent's want me to or not i will find me a way to
Buy me stuff and brand new clothes and sell the old stuff and change my looks
Dye my hair and let it grow out longer and longer
Put the past to rest
Move forward and become an actor and keep on going after my dreams
Let go of my parent's and tell them stay careful
Live my life my way not my parent's way ever again
Move into an apartment in California hopefully yah i will probably be doing that
Stay vegetarian
Workout for fitness not muscle
Let go of past places and socialize with new folks
I shall be reborn again several times until i see what i need to become a happy person
2008 is the year i finally get where i wanna be
If i don't post another blog this year.Happy New Year and may everybody accomplish and achieve their New Years Resolutions and may the wars in the world be small or none at all,may we laugh more panic less and think smart,may we achieve more than we did in 2007 and may 2008 be the year of accomplishment not failure and may people finally realize God is for all people and not discriminative over holidays or people please and may 2008 be a better year.
Merry Year 2008 come in cheerful and without chaos and may we all get along once and for all.
Oh i almost forgot to say may Brie finally see i truly care for her and she actually care 4 me also.
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