Working On A Album Info:

Yah 8 years in the making and hard at work still.I never wanted to release an album before yet now i have all of these songs in my head and i think they need put out they are just so good.If they do brie,my parent's and of course God would be first to know,second would be the area i publish it in then the rest of the world.To me music isn't about being fixed or unchangeable,to me music is about change,the more you work on it the more better it will sound and the more people will listen to it and respect you for such great work.To me my inspiration goes far back as Beethoven and Mozart to the current artists like Brie Larson and Paramore and then on.To me i have so many influences i can't just write down one and my albums won't be just a certain type.Some in the future i may decide to change my mind yet for right now the sound is my own.If i ever decide to change my style or selections then i would have to work extra hard for the satisfaction with the work you know the music.To me music was always around me and i was raised on everything from the Classical music to the Rock stuff and a little bit of in between stuff and so forth.I have heard music from so many artists all through the years who all have had one influence or another to me and yes i got influenced by Bob Dylan and Elvis too.Those guys rock and i mean they can play.To me i don't aim to copy i aim to create my own style and i am still working on what my style would and will sound like.Let's just say it won't sound like anything you know maybe similiar yet not exactly like certain people.Let's just say my album will be a work in the making since the year 2000.I was 13 still writing songs and now finally ready yet still songwriting and in what i hope is less than a year i'll go try to get a demo sent or something and wait.Yes it's hard work and nothing ever comes easy just like the song by The Beetles "The Ballad of John And Yoko" with the quote in sayin Christ you know it ain't easy.Nothing comes easy not even life.You have to work for what you get,you have to socialize to meet anybody and you have to take a risk and put yourself otu there nad see how far you can get and yes you will succeed only if you don't complain and just go after your dreams without carin what the critics would say for in the long run it would be the one who has enough guts to get out there and make his start on history.To me anybody would tell you nothing comes easy in life,only the success does yet even then to get further past current success is hard.To me working on it would be the best anybody can do.

On another note:

To me i think either Hilary Clinton or Barack Obama would make a great President for America.They both have great intentions for change in America and i think that is what this country truly needs to put an end to war and end to poverty and to racial injustice.To me that is what we are all supposed to do other than follow our dreams.To me when you have a dream you must follow it,reveal it to the world through your music and so forth and your dreams will take you further on and it is true,dreams don't find you you find them.It is simple intelligence that reveals it that you can be successful with any good dream you have as long as just ask for it,believe it will come true and keep working towards it and in the future the reward comes when it finally shows up in front of you.Like a bunch of stars in the sky when you want to see them.

I wish everybody a happy new year.I really am not against nobody yet when it comes to Brie i care for her and that will never change no matter what hatred i receive from my fellow human's.Human's will always be jelious of other's and they will be hateful against those who have stuff more than them.It is pure ignorance that makes anybody hate another.I mean you need to discover what is wrong with you and follow yoru dreams and go after your heart and don't quit until you get the person and dream you want whether the world likes it or don't i know i do.

Working on an album(Continued)

I have been waiting for this since 2000.My first immediate thought was i need to get my guitar out and write yet truth is i never had the will to.I know now that it is right to go after my dream and i can still have Brie Larson in my life.Life may have handed me heartbreaks one after the other,yet oh well i survived and learned from my past mistakes now i realize songwriting,music,poetry and acting is where i stand in the field of work and not just tryin to make ends meet yet if i have to make ends meet which i will with my career i shall follow it will definitely help.I no longer have 200 some friend's on my Myspace friend's list yet havin only true friend's on there until later feels like more of a organic thing to do.2008 will start a new year for me.A random guy like myself needs to be random always.Randomness in this life makes so many people go further than those who ain't,yet we all can succeed no matter what after i think about it.Being random is like music work it comes to you over time.I am random by birth i have always been random about stuff i don't always stick to just one thing or i would have depth to me at all.Interview me,ask me questions and i will tell you the truth and not hold back or make you wait at all.I am ready for whatever life throws in my face whether it's losing more friend's fine that is what i will have to deal with yet someday Brie will be in my life life will pass me by i will have avoided the family curse of marrying someone from the same area.Yah i said curse and still being a virgin past 20 a success worth talking about.Many men fail at 20 and have sex then want someone else i ain't makin that mistake at all i will wait till me and Brie meet and do thing's right and then thing's will move.I am not as known as parsay Bob Dylan or a Garth Brooks or other famous people yet through Myspace and other pathways i have already opened the door to me and they say hey to me and what's up and ask me questions and i tell them all the truth.Life is not all about being the most famous or failing we all shall fail as humans sooner or later and we must go after our dreams always.Our dreams don't just find us it's our right and our deal to go after our dream with our whole heart and not stop until you know you reached the top or better yet don't quit keep going until you realize you ain't got anything left or quit so yah not me.I am gonna be doing songwriting,being a poet,lovin Brie and telling other's the truth about everything.I am just that type of person i won't hold the truth about anything from anybody about life,hope,faith,religion and anything else.We all are entitled to the truth and i hold alot of it inside of me and growing up i learned man nor woman is better than the other,i am not perfect nor is any other human alive today,we all are talented at whatever we are here to do and can do and so much more i can go on all day about how love never seems to come to me,yet i know it will i am gonna wait for Brie Larson until she finally opens up to me whenever that may be.Well folks that is about it.Random,yet i could be more random since i am bored yet i am gonna wait until the next blog post to be.

Livin forever 18 no matter what age i am.We live to stay young,grow up,get wiser and smarter and miss makin mistakes our ancestors made miss alot of dreams yet if it wasn't for people we would miss the influence of other's on dreams so thanks be to many people for incouraging me either through their music,poetry,acting or what not to be a cool person and an inspiring one too.

It is December in 2 days 2007 will be no more and 2008 will be a better year.Let me look into the future to see what i am gonna be doing next year:

Being where i want to be in my life
Recording a full album next year completely full album
Going to California whether my parent's want me to or not i will find me a way to
Buy me stuff and brand new clothes and sell the old stuff and change my looks
Dye my hair and let it grow out longer and longer
Put the past to rest
Move forward and become an actor and keep on going after my dreams
Let go of my parent's and tell them stay careful
Live my life my way not my parent's way ever again
Move into an apartment in California hopefully yah i will probably be doing that
Stay vegetarian
Workout for fitness not muscle
Let go of past places and socialize with new folks
I shall be reborn again several times until i see what i need to become a happy person

2008 is the year i finally get where i wanna be

If i don't post another blog this year.Happy New Year and may everybody accomplish and achieve their New Years Resolutions and may the wars in the world be small or none at all,may we laugh more panic less and think smart,may we achieve more than we did in 2007 and may 2008 be the year of accomplishment not failure and may people finally realize God is for all people and not discriminative over holidays or people please and may 2008 be a better year.

Merry Year 2008 come in cheerful and without chaos and may we all get along once and for all.

Oh i almost forgot to say may Brie finally see i truly care for her and she actually care 4 me also.